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Sunday, August 29, 2010
it's really difficult adapting to the new university life now. too competitive, too much focus on speaking up skills. although i believe that the latter is useful in preparing me to the working environment in the future, where speaking up = winz. if you don't speak up and make your point clear, you'll be clearly at the losing end.
i feel that the university life is slowly changing me, forcing me to do things that i do not like. i'm not sure whether if it's better that way. maybe doing things that you do not like or you'll never ever imagine yourself to do actually stretches your potential and let you discover how far you can go. maybe it'll make me stronger as a person. maybe. i don't know. i'm feeling quite reluctant of letting go of my old self.
on the bright side, i'm quite grateful that i have met some really nice friends that i feel that i can stick to. well, my class is actually separated into 2 groups, thanks to the FAC where half of my AG is in shoyru and the other half is in bruce. i'm thankful that i'm in bruce, where the people at not the 'RAHRAH' type and that they are the people whom i feel i can communicate with. i hope that it'll stay that way.
this feeling that i have now, actually reminds me of how i first felt when i joined TA. i felt lost, bombarded with work that i cannot handle, and not knowing who are the people that i can really trust. i've overcame it eventually. and i hope that i will overcome this feeling that i have right now. i'm already 19 years old. 4 years later, i'll be in the working society and that's when i'll be all alone. i've got to be prepared for it. and this is the time i can prepare myself for it.